Experiencing another Phish show last night at Shoreline after a 5 year drought had my friends and I reminiscing about the good 'ol days of college and what it was like at our very first Phish show at this very venue 10 years prior. Last night's experience was no where near as crazy and entrancing as that one thank GOD! Nonetheless, it was a great time with old friends and the music we love that brought us together. I was inspired this evening to re-read the poem I wrote 10 years ago after that first show, and reflect on how things are much different for us all in 2009 than they were in 1999. Although we are all now adults with jobs and bills and responcibilities, we've all seemed to manage to hold on to that ability to let loose and be taken over by the music and be free of any worldly concerns for a few hours. It is in that spirit that I thought I thought I'd share it here in cyberspace, with you...my 5 readers :)

DIPPED IN THE SEA FOR A
BREATH OF FRESH AIR
SURROUNDED BY PHISH
SWIMMING OUT OF THIS WORLD
I LIGHT A CANDLE
SO I CAN SEE MY WAY THROUGH
ECXITED BY WHAT I AM GETTING CLOSER TO
TREE AND THE SPINNERS
ALL DANCING IN CIRCLES
NOW I FORGET ALL MY
WORRIES AND TROUBLES
I LET IT ALL GO IN ONE MIGHTY GUSH
IT MAKES ME FEEL FREE,
AN INCREDIBLE RUSH
THIS IS THE WONDERFUL SOUND OF LIFE
DANCING AND DARTING TOWARD THE LIGHTS
THIS IS THE JOYOUS FEELING OF HEAVEN
DEATH IS UPON US BUT I FEEL NO PAIN
THIS IS THE WONDERFUL SOUND OF LIFE
DANCING AND DARTING TOWARD THE LIGHTS
THIS IS THE JOYOUS FEELING OF HEAVEN
DEATH IS UPON ME BUT I FEEL NO PAIN
FINDING MY WAY
IN THIS PLACE IS CONFUSING
BUT SOONER OR LATER
IT WON’T BE MY CHOOSING
I RUN UP THE HILL
THEN BACK DOWN THEN BACK UP
WHERE AM I GOING?
I DON’T KNOW? I GIVE UP
OCCASIONALLY I RUN INTO MYSELF
BAFFLED BY WHAT I DO SEE
I LOOK AT THE BENDING IMAGE AND ASK
HEY, IS THAT REALLY ME?
THIS IS THE WONDERFUL SOUND OF LIFE
DANCING AND DARTING TOWARD THE LIGHTS
THIS IS THE JOYOUS FEELING OF HEAVEN
DEATH IS UPON US BUT I FEEL NO PAIN
THIS IS THE WONDERFUL SOUND OF LIFE
DANCING AND DARTING TOWARD THE LIGHTS
THIS IS THE JOYOUS FEELING OF HEAVEN
DEATH IS UPON ME BUT I FEEL NO PAIN
SEEING THE IMAGE
OF GODS ON THE SCREEN
SINGING AND SMILING
ALL THE WHILE I SCREAM
MY HEAD IS SILENTLY
ASKING FOR ANSWERS
HOW HAVE I COME BY THESE
WILD ENTRANCERS
I BEGIN TO SEE LIFE FROM MY BEGINNING
REMEMBERING MY FRIENDSHIPS
ALONG THE WAY
I’VE LED A GOOD LIFE
BUT NOW IT’S ALL OVER
THE LIGHTS ALL TURN ON
AND I ROLL BACK OVER
THIS IS THE WONDERFUL SOUND OF LIFE
DANCING AND DARTING TOWARD THE LIGHTS
THIS IS THE JOYOUS FEELING OF HEAVEN
DEATH IS UPON US BUT I FEEL NO PAIN
THIS IS THE WONDERFUL SOUND OF LIFE
DANCING AND DARTING TOWARD THE LIGHTS
THIS IS THE JOYOUS FEELING OF HEAVEN
DEATH IS UPON ME BUT I FEEL NO PAIN
NOW I STAND STILL
ON THIS HILL LOOKING DOWN
EVERYTHING SLOWLY TURNS UPSIDEDOWN
I REALIZE MY FATE IS WORSE THAN DEATH
HUMILIATION IS SILENT
RETURN OF MY BREATH
BACK TO REAL LIFE
I FALL BACK IN A SLUMBER
QUICKLY I SEE MY MISTAKE
WAS A BLUNDER
GREAT IT WAS THOUGH
I WILL NEVER FORGET
THAT CRAZY ZOO OF PEOPLE
AND THE ME THAT I MET
THIS IS THE WONDERFUL SOUND OF LIFE
DANCING AND DARTING TOWARD THE LIGHTS
THIS IS THE JOYOUS FEELING OF HEAVEN
DEATH IS UPON ME BUT I FEEL NO PAIN
THIS IS THE WONDERFUL SOUND OF LIFE
DANCING AND DARTING TOWARD THE LIGHTS
THIS IS THE JOYOUS FEELING OF HEAVEN
DEATH IS UPON ME BUT I FEEL NO PAIN
THIS IS THE WONDERFUL SOUND OF LIFE
DANCING AND DARTING TOWARD THE LIGHTS
THIS IS THE JOYOUS FEELING OF HEAVEN
DEATH IS UPON ME BUT I FEEL NO PAIN
THIS IS THE WONDERFUL SOUND OF LIFE
DANCING AND DARTING TOWARD THE LIGHTS
THIS IS THE JOYOUS FEELING OF HEAVEN
DEATH NOT UPON ME BUT STILL I FEEL PAIN